Anticipation
Anticipation hurts...
This has to do w/ many things today. I couldn't wait for school to end b/c Abbey and I had plans to go pick Nick up from Oviedo H.S and we were going to the mall. It was fun hanging w/ them. I love Abbey to death. She loves to drive and said she'll take me anywhere. Rock on!!! I nearly shit kittens on the way to pick up Little Nicky (my adopted little brother from camp) b/c she's one of the coolest people ever. None of you probably know who I'm talking about. Abbey's this new girl from Jacksonville who sits in front of me in my TV Pro class. So, yeah we hung out at the mall, then went to Abbey's house for a little bit and hung out.
The second thing that makes anticipation suck is that Marcus is coming over today and I can't wait. I can't wait!!!! I'm so excited to see him. We didn't get to go on a date last weekend and we really haven't seen eachother much lately... and unfortunately I don't think we'll be able to see eachother this weekend either. I can't wait to spend time w/ him. WOOT!!!
I've had a great day. I've lived life today, the way I want to live most of my days... free... to hang w/ whoever w/o limits.
And the third and final thing that makes anticipation hurt... is that I keep checking my email for comments on LJ. You know why if you saw my last entry. Nothing yet... I'm kind of scared. ....Okay, I'm really scared. I don't know if anyone saw the comment and if they did... I'm wondering what they think of me. ...I don't know why I care. I guess I'm just insecure like that.
*laughs at how stupid I must be*... Looking back at all the negative things I said about how I loathe being in his company makes me look like a hypocrite now that I seek his attention.
What's wrong w/ me?
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
*ignoring my stupidity*
Anyway, change of subject....
...But today was fun hanging w/ Abbey and Nick. I think we should all hang out more often. Abbey liked hanging w/ Nick too.
...*sigh*... I can't avoid it anymore... I need to do my homework now...
Homework... yeah... ain't gonna happen until late tonight.
K, I'm out.
END.