Stuff
I'm so thankful to have a job that I love and that is so distracting while I'm there that I barely have time to think of Carlin at all.
I've also discovered a blessing in disguise. Lately I've been trying to keep myself distracted by trying to make plans with friends or sleep or whatever. Every time I try to make plans with someone to hang out, they're busy and every time I try to sleep off my anger, I either can't sleep or my mom wakes me up after ten minutes b/c I have to do something for college. I dunno, usually right now I'd be throwing myself a pity party and telling myself that I'm lonely and feeling like no one loves me b/c they won't drop what they're doing to tend to my every need. But not today. Today I've discovered that this is God's way of saying "Kaleigh... shut up... You're a big girl now. I am carrying you and you don't need anyone else to help you get through this." So, to all my peoples who have been busy lately, thank you for being busy. Lol.
So, this band that I was ranting about earlier, Within Temptation... There's something therapeutic about their music. I lub lub lub it. I love the way the lead singer moves. She does this strange wavy thing with her arms and it's kind of pretty.
Anyway, I have to get ready for work so I'm not running around later.
I've also discovered a blessing in disguise. Lately I've been trying to keep myself distracted by trying to make plans with friends or sleep or whatever. Every time I try to make plans with someone to hang out, they're busy and every time I try to sleep off my anger, I either can't sleep or my mom wakes me up after ten minutes b/c I have to do something for college. I dunno, usually right now I'd be throwing myself a pity party and telling myself that I'm lonely and feeling like no one loves me b/c they won't drop what they're doing to tend to my every need. But not today. Today I've discovered that this is God's way of saying "Kaleigh... shut up... You're a big girl now. I am carrying you and you don't need anyone else to help you get through this." So, to all my peoples who have been busy lately, thank you for being busy. Lol.
So, this band that I was ranting about earlier, Within Temptation... There's something therapeutic about their music. I lub lub lub it. I love the way the lead singer moves. She does this strange wavy thing with her arms and it's kind of pretty.
Anyway, I have to get ready for work so I'm not running around later.