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I really that I have cybersitter on my computer and that my parents (particularly my dad) can see every single word I write on MY computer!!! UGH!!!! They tell me all the time "we see you as an now" and they have been really good about treating me like one, but when I know that my parents are reading every single thing I type on my computer, it is a bit unnerving, and feels like an invasion of privacy. Okay, maybe I'm being too dramatic, yes I have younger sybings that could get on my computer and do crazy things or whatever if I didn't have a watch program. I don't know, it just really bugs me because my dad knows all my passwords and can get into all of my stuff. And, if I write anything that worries him remotely, I end up hearing about it (generally through my mom), so it is just frustrating I guess. This journal is a place for me to say what I'm feeling, what I'm struggling with, what I'm succeeding at, just everything, and sometimes I vent and am over dramatic, I know that, and I don't want to hear about it from my parents with that look of real worry on their faces. Ugh, I don't know. I guess I'm just whining, but yeah, it had better change when I go to college or I may scream. I need my privacy and place to vent and all that. Anyway, that's just been on my mind I guess.
Sorry I've not been on much, I'm working now, so I've not been home tons to be online. I'm working at Tech, getting paid to play with legos, it's pretty awesome. They are lego robots, and I got one to "sing" today (it actually just played notes I told it to), but it was still cool. I even figured out the tune by ear, I was very proud of myself (even though it was only "The wheels on the bus" I was still proud because I'm bad with aural stuff). So yeah, legos are a lot of my life right now. He he. Anyway, I'd best get to bed. Until later....
Mel