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[imsinging4ever]

I am in a really bad mood right now and I'm not totally sure why.  I just really want to totally freak out and scream and cry and not have to deal with anything anymore.  I am so tired of running and pretending things are okay and ignoring that there is a something wrong, but I just kind of do it subconsciously.  I go through the day seeming

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[sububi]

hey noney, I was jsut noticing all that you were saying and stuff, and I think this is the stuff that Brother Kimball would proabaly like to hear about. I mean it is the stuff that you can put into words and stuff. I don't know, but it is worth a shot.
Good luck on everything. I love you.

[imsinging4ever]

Yeah, I'm sure you're right sweetheart. Talking to him is so weird though I guess, I don't know, I guess I don't feel like I'm very much in control of the conversation and what we talk about and stuff. I don't know. He wants me to start writing stuff down and letting him read it so I think that kind of thing will come up there. Thanks for everything sweetheart. I love you too.
-Mel