Apr 04, 2007 17:25
I've been in a really mellow mood for the past few days and I still am not really sure why. Its weird Maria thinks its because I'm not in love anymore, I mean I haven't been in long time really but I suppose now that everythings working out really well my brains like, wait a seck now that the angsts leaving and you're becoming a little more balanced theres something missing. Maybe she's right, but I don't exactly want to be in love any time soon so who knows. I just feel liek crying its odd, maybe its hormones. Though it feels like something else, its not self pitty or just hating things, its real sorrow, it hurts somewhere different and it doesn't make me angry like normal sadness does. hmm, well what ever it is I'll just have to wait it out I suppose.
so this weeks looking to be lovely, I'm seeing shoe tomorow for some shopping and hair cutting before heading back to her place to get glammed up to see priceless and then joes meeting us and we're going out for a drink then I am going back to shoes for the night and possibly lazing around with her for a while. Friday is more shopping with mum then watching pans labrinth and going out to dinner I think, eating fish of course. Inbetween all of this will be alot of guitar practice ^^. Saturday is going to be a nothing day I think and I'll be learning all of my driving shit to sit my test next week. sunday we are going to one of the islands and ooh we should be learning african drumming on saturday actualy.
Maybe I'm just lonely again
Oh and I got on the abc news because I dressed up like a zombie since I am cool like that and walked through brisbane with like 300 other zombies I shall be dressed like this for the gaming anime convention in two weeks as well.
ooh and I have other kick ass news comment to find out though since it involves one of my lj mates ^^ and when I mean kick ass i mean FUCKING OWNAGED
I want to write shit but as per usual I can't fucking arg
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