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[imsamiandimhot]

and i have no idea as to why i did. i think im going crazy. i worked from 3 to 7 and within 4 hours i had about a pund of meat and meat juice on me. ive never been too psycho about my whole i hate meat deal but i went crazy today. i was trying really hard to not make people feel bad for their juces gettin all up in my grill so i was watever at first. but then some dickfucker came up with a bunch of meat so i scanned the shit and stuck it in the bag shit. it was cool. then i pulled my hand out of the bag and there was a big hunk of flesh on my hand. so i was like dfhl;sfgh blahhh ;and got a paper towel and wiped it off and then got some handsani and used it. and the guy fucking laughed at me so i looked at him with straightup hatred in my eyes and he was like why are you going crazy over that still smiling and i was just like.. gimmme yo money bitch. so he gave me his money and like "psh"d at me when he left i wanted to slit his throat. so then meat persisted to get on my hands gay. i was getting progressivly angry and upset all day. then came 7o clock and i was cashing out. i couldnt even see at this point i was shaking like crazy and i just wanted to go home and die. so anyway. i put all the money in the little bag thing you put it in to bring it to the safe.. somehow i didnt notice that the zipper was broken.... the money all fell out. all over the floor and i just wanted to fall down and sleep forever. i didnt though. i picked up the money with joe. he made a joke about a crackhead stealing all of it.. it was funny. i laughed. then i went and punched oiut. and i started ballllling. and i couldnt stop myself from sobbing. it was fucking ridiculous

ill be home in 13 days i love you friends!