Dec 31, 2004 11:40
i have gone from suicidal tears to a killing glare. you tricked me into this but you are right. you are not my fucking friend. as i try to stand alone with the selfconfidence of knowing that it is truely i who is standing here; you constantly tell me that i am not old enough.simultaniously cutting my trunk from under. so with your final cut down; before this scar turns to blood with your name in red for the reason im dead. i decide to give in. give into the blonde color society in which you so strongly beleive in. i will give you nothing more than what you ask for. i will always be here but i will leave my tounge. you will always know what mark i will make; or in which way i will impact this day. but you shall never witness my shadow. the words from my mouth that were o so fond of your ears shall apear to you like the sun on your gloomy day.
to all this may effect i give you my tears. i will miss us an hope tha all will not be lost.