Captain's log 01012006:1-17
Dear journal,
Its 2006, well of course it is duh, its the 1st of January :-D. I haven't written to you in over a month :-(, I've been real busy as of late. You know school finals for the ending of semester one, work, WoW, and of course Alysha :-). It has been quite an amazing fall and winter let me tell you journal. I can recall last year how my life went, which wasn't at its peak at all. It was at a very well low. It happens you know journal? Well I hope you know because you are storing it from last year! You are a great book keeper, sometimes I come and read back my past entries. Its quite wierd, like seeing into a memory or just I can't explain it! Its wild though do it sometime! So back to what I was typing about which is just absolutely nothing. I like doing it personally, its called "wild writing" well, not really since I'm thinking, wild writing is when you write with no purpose or thought to it, you just well, write! Its very interesting, my creative writing teacher taught us, well not really taught us but showed us how to do it. Personally thats the only way I can write, but as I find out if I put some effort into thinking I can punch out highly educated papers. Well my english professor thought so because she exempted me from the final! Man college is fun. My finals went perfect! I was prepared for all of them and I think I did a very excellent job and can't wait until my grades come in. School doesn't start until the 17th I have to go in for registration on the 16th though, oh well!
You know I spent the entire night with Alysha tonight for new years. It was so special I don't know why either, but it was. So was christmas, I wanted to get her so much stuff, well I did, but I just wanted to give her everything! I wanted to buy her the world and give it to her on a silver platter. You know the nay sayers can say and the haters can hate but I think I speak for both Alysha and I, and I quote "Just shut the fuck up". I mean personally I don't care but just the repitition of it, is just out of this world. I mean its funny that the only thing people have to talk about is well, ME! And Alysha of course ahahahah, its awsome! That they HAVE to talk about ME it just proves another thing that I am the most popular person in this given world. Its fucking awsome. But seriously guys if you want to talk just say it infront of me, because atleast then you'll be a man about it and show you got a pair instead of running off and being a little bitch. I mean seriously just say it to me. Or is it that you're "to afraid of big bad woody", so yes I'm calling you out, say it to me instead of going behind me and "trying to hurt" Alysha and I good time. Because thats all you are, jealous, because you aren't happy and a snappy little bitch that has to go around killing everyone else's good time. SO maybe instead of bitching about us, you should worry about yourself first and try to get yourself happy, even if you are reading this right now and saying "Well I am happy fuck you", I know you're not because you wouldn't be getting your panties in a knot over it. So seriously get over it.
Anyways back to what I was saying, Alysha and I are going to fill out college apps, well I only need to fill one out, which is the one in Buffalo and she has to fill out five or six oh well :-), it will be fun! I'm real nervous and scared and I know I shouldn't so the less I think about it the less I worry. Someone said something to me I remember to this day about worrying, "Worrying is like sitting in a rocking chair trying to solve a problem, you can keep on rocking as much as your heart desires, but the problem wont be solved" so less I worry less headache for me :-). Alysha, she is my one, I know it, there is not a doubt left in my mind anymore, I think over the past few months have really proven it to me, and I think to her also. I can't explain it and I wish I could, so people would understand but I can't. Its just so unbelievable of how much of an amazing time we have together, the connection, the moments, the fights, (yes we do fight just like every other normal couple do) everything is just amazing. Its all I can say and the ring I wear on my finger simbolizes that bond we have together and will forever hold because I know nothing will break us, NOTHING, and as long as me, and her know this and hold it to each other, we will never be broken. She said something to me the other day, "the first year of a relationship just like marriage is the hardest one to get through, and if you can get through that, then you can do anything together". And I know with every piece of my heart her and I will conquer anything and everything, I know it will take tears, blood, and sweat and probably a mountain of everything else, but in the end I know it will be worth it. She is everything to me, my girlfriend, my best friend (Don't worry jess you're my best friend to :-P), my.....well.....my world. And I know people will say "well you are only teenagers" or "its a teenage relationship it wont last". You know stick it up your ass and blow it out your mouth, I hate people like that, so stupid. I have been in one of those "teenage relationships" I know what it felt I know what it is like I KNOW, don't need to tell me. It can last but it takes both people to make it last. If one falls the other needs to pick them up, if one slips the other catches, it takes both people to do it, not one, and I think thats what most people think, that they don't need to put in an effort and it will just fix itself, it doesn't. It needs both people to fix it, just like how it takes two to tango.
I will give everything I have in my life to be with her, and I know she will do the same for. I think some things in life are destined to come together, just one piece of the puzzle of the bigger plan that each of us have. And I know I have found my puzzle piece and I will hold onto it even if it kills me. I love her and she loves me I know that is just one thing that will help us. Because I know when all the pieces of the puzzle come together we will see the big picture and I know both of us will be as happy as when we first started it. I know it seems like its a similiar journal entries like the others but it isn't and each one I write is just another chapter in the book I am writing, together with Alysha.
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
I love you Alysha
Never forget
Yours truly
Woody
P.S. AKA Pookie.
Its 2006, well of course it is duh, its the 1st of January :-D. I haven't written to you in over a month :-(, I've been real busy as of late. You know school finals for the ending of semester one, work, WoW, and of course Alysha :-). It has been quite an amazing fall and winter let me tell you journal. I can recall last year how my life went, which wasn't at its peak at all. It was at a very well low. It happens you know journal? Well I hope you know because you are storing it from last year! You are a great book keeper, sometimes I come and read back my past entries. Its quite wierd, like seeing into a memory or just I can't explain it! Its wild though do it sometime! So back to what I was typing about which is just absolutely nothing. I like doing it personally, its called "wild writing" well, not really since I'm thinking, wild writing is when you write with no purpose or thought to it, you just well, write! Its very interesting, my creative writing teacher taught us, well not really taught us but showed us how to do it. Personally thats the only way I can write, but as I find out if I put some effort into thinking I can punch out highly educated papers. Well my english professor thought so because she exempted me from the final! Man college is fun. My finals went perfect! I was prepared for all of them and I think I did a very excellent job and can't wait until my grades come in. School doesn't start until the 17th I have to go in for registration on the 16th though, oh well!
You know I spent the entire night with Alysha tonight for new years. It was so special I don't know why either, but it was. So was christmas, I wanted to get her so much stuff, well I did, but I just wanted to give her everything! I wanted to buy her the world and give it to her on a silver platter. You know the nay sayers can say and the haters can hate but I think I speak for both Alysha and I, and I quote "Just shut the fuck up". I mean personally I don't care but just the repitition of it, is just out of this world. I mean its funny that the only thing people have to talk about is well, ME! And Alysha of course ahahahah, its awsome! That they HAVE to talk about ME it just proves another thing that I am the most popular person in this given world. Its fucking awsome. But seriously guys if you want to talk just say it infront of me, because atleast then you'll be a man about it and show you got a pair instead of running off and being a little bitch. I mean seriously just say it to me. Or is it that you're "to afraid of big bad woody", so yes I'm calling you out, say it to me instead of going behind me and "trying to hurt" Alysha and I good time. Because thats all you are, jealous, because you aren't happy and a snappy little bitch that has to go around killing everyone else's good time. SO maybe instead of bitching about us, you should worry about yourself first and try to get yourself happy, even if you are reading this right now and saying "Well I am happy fuck you", I know you're not because you wouldn't be getting your panties in a knot over it. So seriously get over it.
Anyways back to what I was saying, Alysha and I are going to fill out college apps, well I only need to fill one out, which is the one in Buffalo and she has to fill out five or six oh well :-), it will be fun! I'm real nervous and scared and I know I shouldn't so the less I think about it the less I worry. Someone said something to me I remember to this day about worrying, "Worrying is like sitting in a rocking chair trying to solve a problem, you can keep on rocking as much as your heart desires, but the problem wont be solved" so less I worry less headache for me :-). Alysha, she is my one, I know it, there is not a doubt left in my mind anymore, I think over the past few months have really proven it to me, and I think to her also. I can't explain it and I wish I could, so people would understand but I can't. Its just so unbelievable of how much of an amazing time we have together, the connection, the moments, the fights, (yes we do fight just like every other normal couple do) everything is just amazing. Its all I can say and the ring I wear on my finger simbolizes that bond we have together and will forever hold because I know nothing will break us, NOTHING, and as long as me, and her know this and hold it to each other, we will never be broken. She said something to me the other day, "the first year of a relationship just like marriage is the hardest one to get through, and if you can get through that, then you can do anything together". And I know with every piece of my heart her and I will conquer anything and everything, I know it will take tears, blood, and sweat and probably a mountain of everything else, but in the end I know it will be worth it. She is everything to me, my girlfriend, my best friend (Don't worry jess you're my best friend to :-P), my.....well.....my world. And I know people will say "well you are only teenagers" or "its a teenage relationship it wont last". You know stick it up your ass and blow it out your mouth, I hate people like that, so stupid. I have been in one of those "teenage relationships" I know what it felt I know what it is like I KNOW, don't need to tell me. It can last but it takes both people to make it last. If one falls the other needs to pick them up, if one slips the other catches, it takes both people to do it, not one, and I think thats what most people think, that they don't need to put in an effort and it will just fix itself, it doesn't. It needs both people to fix it, just like how it takes two to tango.
I will give everything I have in my life to be with her, and I know she will do the same for. I think some things in life are destined to come together, just one piece of the puzzle of the bigger plan that each of us have. And I know I have found my puzzle piece and I will hold onto it even if it kills me. I love her and she loves me I know that is just one thing that will help us. Because I know when all the pieces of the puzzle come together we will see the big picture and I know both of us will be as happy as when we first started it. I know it seems like its a similiar journal entries like the others but it isn't and each one I write is just another chapter in the book I am writing, together with Alysha.
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
I love you Alysha
Never forget
Yours truly
Woody
P.S. AKA Pookie.