Usher wins!
"Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)"
-So yes... Usher was right! I knew I always loved that song for a reason! Some things that you really want to work.. don't! And sometimes you know they won't work but for some reason you just keep telling yourself it will... And other things you know will work... you just have to have faith! So what am I getting at.. Life is a Mystery and you should not let go of things just because you are scared... but also you should not hold onto things if you know they will not work! I have come to the conclusion that some things are meant to be, others are not... And I have learned that you can not be scared to try things... If you are scared then you will end up possibley losing out on something great. John Grrenleaf Whittier had it right when he said "For all those said words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: it might have been". I don't know where tomorrow leads me... but I do know one thing, I do not regret anything I have ever done! Meaning, I do not regret dating Bryce, I was young and I had to experience young love... From that I learned. I do not regret dating Kalani, and I do not regret loving him. I still love Kalani, he was my first love and you will always have a love for your first love. Kalani showed me that things do go on, and you can live! I do not regret dating Eric...it was short, but it was fun! You get something from every relationship that you encounter. I have also learned that you can not listen to what other people tell you. If you even let what other people tell you into your mind once you may possibley lose out on something good! For instance me and Kalani. people told me not to date him because he was too short, or not cute enough. One thing is for sure. I am glad I dated him because he was my first love, and the whole experience was necessary. Or what about people telling me not to date Bryce becasue we were too close as friends, and when we broke up we would no longer talk...I really considered not dating him... and in the end after talking things over with other people i ended up dating him... And yea we broke up, but we are still friends, and up until he moved away we were hella close friends... So did the relationship ruin our friendship... no, the fact that he ahd to move did. Every relationship is different... and every relationsbip will be different... I do know one thing... If you get out of something because you are scared then you could possibley live the rest of your life wondering...what if! ODn't get scared by past experiences, rather embrace new ones even if you think you have had an experience like that before, a new person a new experience. Would you purposely fail Senior Year of High School because you are scared of college because Freshman year of High School was scary? I don't think so! Try things, take risks, don't take other peoples experiences for truth and don't let the good things go! If it is one thing I have learned, especially with my experience with Kalani becasue I thought I liked Kook because he was cuter, I learned that you can NOT help who you love. You can try to deny the one you lvoe for various reasons... but it is my strong belief that the true one that you love will never go away from you, and will never leave your life. So for all of you out there... Don't be scared. Try love, love who you must, and live your love, BUT do not let the one you truly love disappear forever. It is okay to try love more then once... it is okay to be scared, it is okay not to love someone, just make sure that if your scared don't let it dactate who you love! You are not supposed to be able to help who you love. You love who you love.. And one last thing before I go... NEVER EVER overlook people because you think they are not your type, or because you are scared! You don't want to have to alwasy wonder what if! How do I know? personal experience... I kep telling myself that I can't like him, that I don't... and eventually i got myself to believe it... but now I wonder, what if! And quite frankly it sucks! You can not help who you love.. and don't try to help who you love! Every love is a new experience... Just alwasy remember the one that you really love will never ever leave you, unless you decide to go with your second love, someone who you know deep in your heart you do not love as much! But... your true love will alwasy be in the picture! So with that I say keep your eyes open for love! Don't ever close any doors to love because you never know what door holds your true love! You can not help who you love... so don't! Let whatever happens...happen! And don't try to grab a hold of a love that is fake, a love you want to mask something! and also, You can not pretend for too long on something that is not there. You can try, but in the end it will all come out and fall where it belongs! With that I leave you with this famous, wonderful, true quote: Tis better to have loved and to have lost then to have never loved at all. Love will find it's true place in you if you just let it. Don't hide it, don't try to make it, don't try to deny it... just let love happen when and where it's supposed to! Don't get in the way of loves path for you!
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)"
-So yes... Usher was right! I knew I always loved that song for a reason! Some things that you really want to work.. don't! And sometimes you know they won't work but for some reason you just keep telling yourself it will... And other things you know will work... you just have to have faith! So what am I getting at.. Life is a Mystery and you should not let go of things just because you are scared... but also you should not hold onto things if you know they will not work! I have come to the conclusion that some things are meant to be, others are not... And I have learned that you can not be scared to try things... If you are scared then you will end up possibley losing out on something great. John Grrenleaf Whittier had it right when he said "For all those said words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: it might have been". I don't know where tomorrow leads me... but I do know one thing, I do not regret anything I have ever done! Meaning, I do not regret dating Bryce, I was young and I had to experience young love... From that I learned. I do not regret dating Kalani, and I do not regret loving him. I still love Kalani, he was my first love and you will always have a love for your first love. Kalani showed me that things do go on, and you can live! I do not regret dating Eric...it was short, but it was fun! You get something from every relationship that you encounter. I have also learned that you can not listen to what other people tell you. If you even let what other people tell you into your mind once you may possibley lose out on something good! For instance me and Kalani. people told me not to date him because he was too short, or not cute enough. One thing is for sure. I am glad I dated him because he was my first love, and the whole experience was necessary. Or what about people telling me not to date Bryce becasue we were too close as friends, and when we broke up we would no longer talk...I really considered not dating him... and in the end after talking things over with other people i ended up dating him... And yea we broke up, but we are still friends, and up until he moved away we were hella close friends... So did the relationship ruin our friendship... no, the fact that he ahd to move did. Every relationship is different... and every relationsbip will be different... I do know one thing... If you get out of something because you are scared then you could possibley live the rest of your life wondering...what if! ODn't get scared by past experiences, rather embrace new ones even if you think you have had an experience like that before, a new person a new experience. Would you purposely fail Senior Year of High School because you are scared of college because Freshman year of High School was scary? I don't think so! Try things, take risks, don't take other peoples experiences for truth and don't let the good things go! If it is one thing I have learned, especially with my experience with Kalani becasue I thought I liked Kook because he was cuter, I learned that you can NOT help who you love. You can try to deny the one you lvoe for various reasons... but it is my strong belief that the true one that you love will never go away from you, and will never leave your life. So for all of you out there... Don't be scared. Try love, love who you must, and live your love, BUT do not let the one you truly love disappear forever. It is okay to try love more then once... it is okay to be scared, it is okay not to love someone, just make sure that if your scared don't let it dactate who you love! You are not supposed to be able to help who you love. You love who you love.. And one last thing before I go... NEVER EVER overlook people because you think they are not your type, or because you are scared! You don't want to have to alwasy wonder what if! How do I know? personal experience... I kep telling myself that I can't like him, that I don't... and eventually i got myself to believe it... but now I wonder, what if! And quite frankly it sucks! You can not help who you love.. and don't try to help who you love! Every love is a new experience... Just alwasy remember the one that you really love will never ever leave you, unless you decide to go with your second love, someone who you know deep in your heart you do not love as much! But... your true love will alwasy be in the picture! So with that I say keep your eyes open for love! Don't ever close any doors to love because you never know what door holds your true love! You can not help who you love... so don't! Let whatever happens...happen! And don't try to grab a hold of a love that is fake, a love you want to mask something! and also, You can not pretend for too long on something that is not there. You can try, but in the end it will all come out and fall where it belongs! With that I leave you with this famous, wonderful, true quote: Tis better to have loved and to have lost then to have never loved at all. Love will find it's true place in you if you just let it. Don't hide it, don't try to make it, don't try to deny it... just let love happen when and where it's supposed to! Don't get in the way of loves path for you!