Here I am again with more sorrow and broken-heartedness!
I thought I was doing so much better, but it turns out I was just keeping myself too busy to think about how upset I still am. It blows. Now that I've found myself with some alone-time I'm still really...broken-hearted. I don't want to be this way. I just want to move on, and be happy again.
I'm not unhappy, really...not overall anyway...but then again, I was never as happy - even outside of the romantic aspect of my life - as I was during those four-ish months. I want to be able to get that back. I guess I just need to keep telling myself that it'll take time, and everything will work out for the best and eventually be the way it's meant to be.
I'm just having a hard time believing that the way it was is not the way it's meant to be...
I'm not unhappy, really...not overall anyway...but then again, I was never as happy - even outside of the romantic aspect of my life - as I was during those four-ish months. I want to be able to get that back. I guess I just need to keep telling myself that it'll take time, and everything will work out for the best and eventually be the way it's meant to be.
I'm just having a hard time believing that the way it was is not the way it's meant to be...