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when i do what my heart tells me to do, i get that feeling, and i've been told it's like an illusion. like an another skin, warm and beautiful, like an identity without words, it's a dream. i'm wanting to be someone i'll be, and it keeps me safe from harm, and it helps me to build all those illusions i'd ever need. and it will help me to rebuild myself after it all, and i know i can, i can live an illusion and make it a part of me, i can keep my heart beating and i'm wishing i could. and when i know it, it's hard to think twice and i don't want to, and i won't.