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i hate crushing on straight boys. seriously. it's a sure dead end, but perhaps that's why i always feel so safe doing it. knowing that nothing will come out of it somehow makes it safe. it sucks though, that nothing comes out of it. i guess it's a dichotomy (i'm too lazy to look up what the correct spelling of that is).
innocence is, for me, one of the most important qualities i look for. i suppose this is also because i'm a pretty innocent person, and i can't imagine myself dating someone who isn't pure, at least in intentions. it's so hard nowadays though, coz everyone is fucking everyone else, and no one is uncontaminated. i dunno where i'm going with this, but seriously, am i looking for too much?!
innocence is, for me, one of the most important qualities i look for. i suppose this is also because i'm a pretty innocent person, and i can't imagine myself dating someone who isn't pure, at least in intentions. it's so hard nowadays though, coz everyone is fucking everyone else, and no one is uncontaminated. i dunno where i'm going with this, but seriously, am i looking for too much?!