ramble, ramble, roar, roar
I'm about to go to my 2 year recurrent in salt lake. Inside I'm shitting a brick because I'm scared I'll fail miserabley and not be able to do my job. . which I kick ass at by the way. No worries, I'm going to study my ass off andfigure it out.
My bf is awesome. I'm in a good, stable, loving, drama-free relationship and I still find reasons to worry. I figure it's just what I do. I usually remind myself to mellow out . .
He keeps saying (ok like 3 times really) things about me moving in with him . . all generic, mid convo, no specifics, wtf? At first I was freaked but well hey, after a a couple months of that. I could see it. Pretty much I was fine until he started saying shit. So I say shit or get off the pot. Don't keep mentioning this general something in the future . . or do and I'll be dumb and worry about it. I don't have anywhere to live and want to find a roommate but it seems stupid considering I spend all my nights at Mike's and would never be there. I need somewhere to put my shit! I'm tired of free floating. I want my own space!! I don't want to move in with Mike until we're ready and because. .dun . .dun . .dun we want to live together! I'm getting there and I'm sure he is too. When a year from now?! so those two things are pretty much my twostupid worries.
Oh that and the I want my own space, I hate commuting to work, I want a real life and to be around . . not just a visitor.
Other then that my life is awesome. I have the loving friends and family thing going for me : )
eh, time to switch the laundry and get a shower then off to recurrent! AH wish me luck
My bf is awesome. I'm in a good, stable, loving, drama-free relationship and I still find reasons to worry. I figure it's just what I do. I usually remind myself to mellow out . .
He keeps saying (ok like 3 times really) things about me moving in with him . . all generic, mid convo, no specifics, wtf? At first I was freaked but well hey, after a a couple months of that. I could see it. Pretty much I was fine until he started saying shit. So I say shit or get off the pot. Don't keep mentioning this general something in the future . . or do and I'll be dumb and worry about it. I don't have anywhere to live and want to find a roommate but it seems stupid considering I spend all my nights at Mike's and would never be there. I need somewhere to put my shit! I'm tired of free floating. I want my own space!! I don't want to move in with Mike until we're ready and because. .dun . .dun . .dun we want to live together! I'm getting there and I'm sure he is too. When a year from now?! so those two things are pretty much my twostupid worries.
Oh that and the I want my own space, I hate commuting to work, I want a real life and to be around . . not just a visitor.
Other then that my life is awesome. I have the loving friends and family thing going for me : )
eh, time to switch the laundry and get a shower then off to recurrent! AH wish me luck