i haven't written here for quite some time now.  and i was reading through some past entries and i realized how much my perspective on life has changed.  the one year away from home was such a great experience and pushed me outside my comfort zone.  for everything that has happened, i am thankful.  because it has lead me to this moment in time.   ( Read more... )

 yesterday was a good day.  smiley face.

 livejournal is my comfort.  for special occasions or life-altering events.  i like that about it.

so, for an almost regular update:

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^click it!^  see ya there!  (=

everything came crumbling down today.

royal canadian. (=


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03.27.10.
happy birthday us! (=


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i wanna go home. because my heart and soul hurts. i feel so abandoned.
cant breathe. cant breathe. &home, home. where i feel at home, not just
my place of birth.

r.i.p. lola eloy
herondia amandaron amancio

hold me close to you, please. please. i need you to keep me strong.

God, please the rest of the year go by with ease.
im praying that in the last four months of this year, everything will happen okaley dokes.
this year had been riding on a bunch of changes that im not sure how ill handle things if something bad happens in the next few months.
lemme recap:
february/march - rejection from the masters' programs i ( Read more... )