May 27, 2005 22:58
so wow, i havn't wroten in this thing in a while now, cuz mainly ppl don't read it, or write NE comments! start writting comments in it dammit!!! So NE way, a few things happened the past few days.
If u don't already know, me and Dante got back 2gether, again, 4 the third time. This time i think i started w/ a fresh new start cuz i have no problems w/ no guy or girl or w/e. Um, it's almost been 6 months that i've been w/ this guy, and we keep on comming back 4 more of each other. Wat can i say? I still really like him and care aboot him after all the drama that me and him have been through, and it seems like he feels the same way aboot me. It's weid cuz like, a month ago i said i didn't really believe in the whole "soul mate" thing in my entry, and a few weeks ago, Dante told me that he believed that i was his soul mate. So i don't know weather 2 believe it or not.
Well, besides Dante and me, JanCarlo owned the FCAT in the face. He got a 5 on both math and reading. Wat a badass. Um, i don't know how he's doing w/ Jackie, cuz well, i don't like 2 get in ppl's relationships, but they seem 2 b ok, 4rm wat i've observed. Gus and Liz r also doing good. They celebrated their 1 month anaversary 2day, which i9 think it's really cute cuz i remember when they didn't even talk 2 each other every often, but now they're all over each other on a daily bases. But like i said b4, i don't like 2 get myself in other ppl's buisness.
My friends Jaime and Aida r cool. My sunflower (Aida) thinks that she might not learn exsibition in time 2 get choosen 4 exsibition, which kinda gets me worried. Cuz i know that not all of us let 1's know how 2 spin perfectly yet, but we're learning, but Aida is trying, and i tihnk she's starting 2 give up on herself, which is not cool.
Um, i got like really really depressed and emo when my old friend Adrian told me that he didn't like me NE more. I mean, he'd tell me that he'd like me alot, and that he's care aboot me alot, and i was the idiot that trusted him and took up all that he had 2 say. And in some point, i started 4 fall and believe all the shit he was telling me. (sigh) but as always, i come out empty handed. The whole thing w/ Adrian happened when me and Dante weren't 2gether at the time, and i was really paying attention 2 Adrian, but wat can i say? Adrian is just like every other guy i met. I was a fool 2 believe it and make myself fall 4 a typical guy again. So like, the other day, i was thinking back, and i wanted 2 talk 2 Adrian. So i asked him if he still liked me, and surprisingly enough, he said no. I can't say i was surprised, cuz well, i've been in that same position many times b4, but i still manage 2 fall into the same trap.
There's a few days left of school. I'll miss alot of my senior friends, like the guys i usuallly have lunch w/, and that i hang out w/ during break, and after school sometimes. Of course, i'll miss alot of ppl in JROTC, cuz like, they were my leaders and they taught me a few things. Like, u know, i'll miss my company commander, and my company XO, and some other ppl there.
Something that i thought was kinda funny was that Maria, (dante's ex), just doens't seem 2 like me very much. That's ok, i don't really care. And the funny part aboot it is that, i swear she pretends 2 b my friend, cuz she knows that if she shows that she doesn't like me, Dante won't like her, and that's the whole reason y i think, I THINK, she's nice 2 me. But NE way, i gave Dante a hicky 2day, which i was pritty impressed w/ myself, cuz i like, left him a mark that could b seen a mile away, but w/e
i'll leave u ppl this time, and i'll write back, like maybe next week when school's out, 3eece...