what do you want from me?

do you want to bleed me dry...or
...steal my heart from my chest?

rip my facade away...or
...make purses with my flesh?

would you like to rip me limb from limb...
or...pull each hair out individually?

please torture me slowly...or
...get it over with quick!

i feel your knife, stab it deeper ( Read more... )

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At nite the light hits the window with this huge blue streak
At nite there's something burning upstairs
At nite there's someone in the attic next door
& in the morning, there's something burning in my heart
& in the morning, there's something burning in my stomach
& in the morning, there's a blur of the night before

Heroin scars searching for me
Arrows darting from my parents stares
Blank stares
Aura of a drug ridden, selfish lover
Unloving to me
Feeling only the arms of their savior
There is none for me
Or that which creates so much of them
Their poison put me here

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you were the world to me
open-up, swallow me whole
treated me like the bitch i am
somewhere in my heart
i knew you always would

held you in such high regards
my friends told me you would hurt me
hoped you wouldn't prove them right
but you did...you always do

you were the world to me
open-up, swallow me whole

Jaz and i had a wonderful fun filled nite...
first we went to travelers and had coffee
then we went to morristown diner and had coffee and tea...(we didn't want to go home yet)
then we drove all around motown...
Lemme just tell you it was a blast