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How stupid am I? omg i fucking hate guys why is it like everytime i try i fail? Am I ugly?
am i fat? i mean wtf?! So basicly i got used lastnight heres the whole night.....
last night around 12:30 me and manda went up to Frankys house cuz Troy wanted us
to cuz he was board.When we got there Andy was so fucked up i was fucking scared.He kept
passing out and what not.He is so Tiny and was trying to keep up w/ Troy's drinking.
Troy wouldnt shut up and Dan was there (eeew) and he was acting fucking stupid.We were just chillin in Frankys room and he kissed me....i was like kinda weird cuz me and him went out befor and drama broke us up.....anyways he was like all over me and i wont lie i was all over him to.I guess i was pretty stupid to think it would work out again.
I wanted it to work i really did and then he calls me up this morning and tells me "wow i was really drunk last night and i dont want to go out with you." the funny thing is he wasnt buzed anymore.WTF omg im like really sad right now and i wanna cry.....i guess my hopes of Valentines day w/ a bf is useless i guess im useless.Why am I always geting hurt?Why anr guys always treating me like this?.....Some one help me....... :(
am i fat? i mean wtf?! So basicly i got used lastnight heres the whole night.....
last night around 12:30 me and manda went up to Frankys house cuz Troy wanted us
to cuz he was board.When we got there Andy was so fucked up i was fucking scared.He kept
passing out and what not.He is so Tiny and was trying to keep up w/ Troy's drinking.
Troy wouldnt shut up and Dan was there (eeew) and he was acting fucking stupid.We were just chillin in Frankys room and he kissed me....i was like kinda weird cuz me and him went out befor and drama broke us up.....anyways he was like all over me and i wont lie i was all over him to.I guess i was pretty stupid to think it would work out again.
I wanted it to work i really did and then he calls me up this morning and tells me "wow i was really drunk last night and i dont want to go out with you." the funny thing is he wasnt buzed anymore.WTF omg im like really sad right now and i wanna cry.....i guess my hopes of Valentines day w/ a bf is useless i guess im useless.Why am I always geting hurt?Why anr guys always treating me like this?.....Some one help me....... :(