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whoooooooaahahahhhhhhhhhhh.
so so so much going on in my life, i don't even know where to start. with the present? okay well i made tuna casserolle, it was okay, matt is making pasta. huck burnt the first two seasons of scrubs onto matt's computer so we're about to watch some more. matt's singing "prince ali" from aladdin, and i've had "tale as old as time" from beauty in the beast stuck in my head all day. as for today, it was really nice. the first really good day i've had in a while, which is both good and bad depending on how you look at it. i'm looking at it from the "good" perspective. as for the good, it came from a very hot shower, something cute to wear, some time spent being introduced to my new job, some eating and talking with friends, and the silly girls from the cafe being silly and making me feel young. not that i'm not young.. just sometimes i don't feel that way. which is ridiculoud and frustrating, so it's especially nice when we can all dance to dumb music and laugh about the hotdogs looking like penises and the sobe looking like semen because it's back to immaturity, which is a good trip to take sometimes.
as for the new job... well, i am excited. i'm going to be doing graphic design for my school which is exciting and i'm honored and i feel appreciated and challenged and it's awesome experience and.. well my new boss gave me a casual side-hug today and for some reason it made me so happy about everything that's happening. i've been in the cafe for a year now, and while it was perfect for me and i enjoyed it for the most part i am done done done and ready for the next thing.
as for everything else.. i don't even know. my mind is a dangerous thing lately and i've been pretty full of fear and paranoia and a couple of other really unhealthy things, but i feel like i'm on an upswing. i hope i pray i want.
and it's almost christmas!!!!!!!!!!!! christmas with babies and kitties and food and maybe even snow. i love it.
okay more later i'm gonna go get coffee with abbe.
so so so much going on in my life, i don't even know where to start. with the present? okay well i made tuna casserolle, it was okay, matt is making pasta. huck burnt the first two seasons of scrubs onto matt's computer so we're about to watch some more. matt's singing "prince ali" from aladdin, and i've had "tale as old as time" from beauty in the beast stuck in my head all day. as for today, it was really nice. the first really good day i've had in a while, which is both good and bad depending on how you look at it. i'm looking at it from the "good" perspective. as for the good, it came from a very hot shower, something cute to wear, some time spent being introduced to my new job, some eating and talking with friends, and the silly girls from the cafe being silly and making me feel young. not that i'm not young.. just sometimes i don't feel that way. which is ridiculoud and frustrating, so it's especially nice when we can all dance to dumb music and laugh about the hotdogs looking like penises and the sobe looking like semen because it's back to immaturity, which is a good trip to take sometimes.
as for the new job... well, i am excited. i'm going to be doing graphic design for my school which is exciting and i'm honored and i feel appreciated and challenged and it's awesome experience and.. well my new boss gave me a casual side-hug today and for some reason it made me so happy about everything that's happening. i've been in the cafe for a year now, and while it was perfect for me and i enjoyed it for the most part i am done done done and ready for the next thing.
as for everything else.. i don't even know. my mind is a dangerous thing lately and i've been pretty full of fear and paranoia and a couple of other really unhealthy things, but i feel like i'm on an upswing. i hope i pray i want.
and it's almost christmas!!!!!!!!!!!! christmas with babies and kitties and food and maybe even snow. i love it.
okay more later i'm gonna go get coffee with abbe.