close your eyes....and hide
all i want to do is cry.
every day all day.
i need to be strong. strong strong. i need to stand up for myself. really i do.
i need a good support system. one who will be there. for me.
i just write non sense. all i want o do is cry....but i do too much.
there's really no way to reach me cause i'm already gone.
i deserve to be treated the way i treat others and i haven't found that yet...well with significant others. my friends are the best....sometimes.
no one has called. i haven't called them either so....yeah
pity party tonight...can you tell. my nana is gone...a piece of me...my family...gone.
i have never felt so alone in my entire life. completely 100%. shoot me.
i live in a fantasy world of how i think things should be not how they actaully work. i need to stop that. things don't happen the way they should. or maybe they do and my view is just flawed. the upstairs is empty because there is no one there anymore. it will remain empty until the downstairs is empty too and then what? the future scares me.....what if i don;t make it?
i need to get a grip or i will go insane. i need to talk to you and have you care but that is like asking a horse to become a dog. it just won't ever happen.
sanity vs. insanity social acceptance vs. freedom. there really is no difference. decide.
every day all day.
i need to be strong. strong strong. i need to stand up for myself. really i do.
i need a good support system. one who will be there. for me.
i just write non sense. all i want o do is cry....but i do too much.
there's really no way to reach me cause i'm already gone.
i deserve to be treated the way i treat others and i haven't found that yet...well with significant others. my friends are the best....sometimes.
no one has called. i haven't called them either so....yeah
pity party tonight...can you tell. my nana is gone...a piece of me...my family...gone.
i have never felt so alone in my entire life. completely 100%. shoot me.
i live in a fantasy world of how i think things should be not how they actaully work. i need to stop that. things don't happen the way they should. or maybe they do and my view is just flawed. the upstairs is empty because there is no one there anymore. it will remain empty until the downstairs is empty too and then what? the future scares me.....what if i don;t make it?
i need to get a grip or i will go insane. i need to talk to you and have you care but that is like asking a horse to become a dog. it just won't ever happen.
sanity vs. insanity social acceptance vs. freedom. there really is no difference. decide.