And it just seems that you died long time ago.You were dying long and agonizingly. And you did eventually. But they decided it wasn't enough so they resuscitated, made a lobotomy and just shot you easily.
Если окна твоего дома выходят на четыре стороны света, можно, как Маленький Принц, лишь передвигать стул и смотреть на весь мир, не выходя за дверь дома.