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[immortal_lestat]

Well saw Marc today, that was great. But it got me thinking of the past not that it isnt worth it but with the whole Eric and West Haven stuff there is soo much I would have done differnetly I would have been more helpful to Marc is getting Eric out I wouldnt have care that he would be homeless on the street, even that is to good for him, and yes I know I am bitter but I've been thinking alot lately abouot that whole time, when Eric was sitting there eating the food Shaun bought and I cooked for him using our TV, our gaming systems, just plan using us, he was saying he was gonna support our having a child Marc and Julie were there. They even took me to Planed Parenthood and paid for my test. Marc helped my mom clean the apartment when she came up and helped me keep it clean until they totally just stopped coming in the main house. I just hate the Eric used us. But not all the blame goes to Eric Dana gets her fair share after everything Shaun did for her, she used him, he loved her, at one point gave me up just on the hope for having her and what does he get a knife in the back and a smack on the face.
Yes when you live with people you have problems but Marc Julie Shaun and I were able to work them out, they were truly understanding about my harmones going all around and if I snaped they didnt take it wrong. They were our real friends and I am just really sorry we lost a year with them hopefully we wont lose them for good. Well I am gonna go to bed sorry this was just one more entry about my hatred. But if you read this chances are your my friend and understand I have to vent.