If love is a bridge, we built it wrong
I don't know who I am!! I'm not myself lately. I've gotten SO lazy about school and what not. I can not wait for school to get out. Everybody in that place drives me crazy! I get so manic and unreasonable during school hours-- it is ridiculous. I am so unprepared for everything it seems... Ah, oh well.
I'm so confused about my standings with so many different people! I don't know what to do about boy. I feel like I am expecting too much.
"But the love is fleeting, and it leaves you there, dry. Your bodies lay there, like bags of dead leaves. You don’t feel accomplished anymore, and you don’t feel like anything anymore- nothing. I felt like her, I could see it in her. I could see it in her dead eyes, her pseudo-smile. We were the same façades of people, the same expanse of death filling our bodies. That’s all that’s really left afterwards, this overwhelming empty feeling, like death. You don’t know what to say, and neither does she. They don’t ask for anything and I don’t have anything more to give."
I am beginning to regret a lot of things. I have become slightly reckless. I don't want to go to MSU next year. I don't want to. :(
I want to be boring. I want to hang out in my bedroom, in my pajamas, reading with Lila being annoying or keeping my belly warm.
I'm so confused about my standings with so many different people! I don't know what to do about boy. I feel like I am expecting too much.
"But the love is fleeting, and it leaves you there, dry. Your bodies lay there, like bags of dead leaves. You don’t feel accomplished anymore, and you don’t feel like anything anymore- nothing. I felt like her, I could see it in her. I could see it in her dead eyes, her pseudo-smile. We were the same façades of people, the same expanse of death filling our bodies. That’s all that’s really left afterwards, this overwhelming empty feeling, like death. You don’t know what to say, and neither does she. They don’t ask for anything and I don’t have anything more to give."
I am beginning to regret a lot of things. I have become slightly reckless. I don't want to go to MSU next year. I don't want to. :(
I want to be boring. I want to hang out in my bedroom, in my pajamas, reading with Lila being annoying or keeping my belly warm.