Aug 22, 2004 22:29
It seems as if everytime I talk to this particular friend of mine he tells me what I am doing is wrong... Is it really so bad that I want to go out to the bar instead of go for a walk...He makes me feel like I am trying to make him feel sorry for me because I am single...He has a wierd way of looking at things...Yea I am lonely and all that, but I don't feel as if my someone is here in Saginaw...I do not feel like I am going to meet someone here...He treats me like I am a bad person for wanting to go out and have fun...And especially today because all I did was sit in my house all day long and do nothing on my only day off he treats me like I am looking down on myself...God forbid I want a day to myself...A day to sleep and relax and do absolutely nothin...I know he would like to see me happy but right now i am so stressed that im gonna be sad for a few more weeks i think and I need to deal with these things in my own way...YAHRRRRRRRRR