PEOPLE SUCK
Why is it that people lie to you...Why can't they just be honest...Last night I found out a ton of new infomation...I found out that the one who I love broke up with me because I am a pessamist...Also I found out that he was head over heals in Love with me...On top of it all he lied to me when we broke up...He told me all these reasons of why he did not wanna be with me and then told everyone else another reason...I know I would have accepted all of this better if he would have told me the truth from the begining...I would be over it now all I am going to do is pick myself apart and worry about all the bad things in my life and probably make them worse because all I will do is think about it...I only wish that he would have talked to me about the way he felt because then we would still be together...maybe...But no he gave up on me and our relationship because he was being pessamistic in thinking that he couldnt work on things...Also why is it that people can't help you all they can do is tell you what they think instead of putting themselves in your shoes and thinking how can I help this person... It usually ends up in them telling you all the bad things about you...I just wish for once people would see something good in me maybe then I would be more optimistic...I hate being sad I wish I could be happy and not lonely but thats never gonna happen because know matter how hard I try everyone around me always brings me down... I really need a new life and maybe some new friends