Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Today was okay I guess. It's my little brother's birthday--he's eleven years old now. I kind of feel old. :/ But I guess this is what's supposed to happen...Anyhow, my flute off ebay still hasn't gotten here. The weather must have something to do with it I imagine. Second semester at school still hasn't started---we haven't been to school because of all the snow!!
At my brother's party this evening my parents and grandparents kept telling me that I needed to eat more and fatten up a little bit. It made me feel good actually, but then they were picking on me because I got a really small scoop of ice-cream. That kind of hurt after a while, but seriously? Would they rather have me not eat any of the ice-cream?? I mean, it IS ice-cream...But still, that kind of bothered me. I can't be happy in my own skin, but when I start slimming down again everybody else hates it too. :(
current weight=128.6
highest weight=160+
goal weight=115
At my brother's party this evening my parents and grandparents kept telling me that I needed to eat more and fatten up a little bit. It made me feel good actually, but then they were picking on me because I got a really small scoop of ice-cream. That kind of hurt after a while, but seriously? Would they rather have me not eat any of the ice-cream?? I mean, it IS ice-cream...But still, that kind of bothered me. I can't be happy in my own skin, but when I start slimming down again everybody else hates it too. :(
current weight=128.6
highest weight=160+
goal weight=115