Hormones and attention
I think I am getting too much of both.
I found something out about a week ago that absolutely blew my mind! Jenolan, my long time friend on warcraft told me SHE has feelings for me. I was like WHAT?? And she informed me her sexuality was 'sensual'. My jaw dropped. I noticed for the past months she was really talking to me alot more and making sure to include me and even a little on the friendly side with things she said...but it never hit me she was gay! I thought she was just a really nice person...or thats how 30 yr olds talk. The bad thing is, I like the attention I get from anyone...even these girls that have been flirting with me lately. Yes more than one has done it...not on Wow tho.
I also found out Darkseason, my other long time friend, tho not near as close as Jen and I...is a mom! I never heard her talk about her son until just a few nights ago! Im finding out alot of mindblowing shit...I thought Anaramun actually being a guy was some big news....but Jenolan definitaly topped that shit.
I am seeing the most awesome guy! We aren't official dating as a couple yet, but probably will be soon. He is so awesome! He dresses like I like guys to dress, he fixes his hair in a fohauk like I love it, and has a lip and eyebrow ring. Those are just appearence thing. We clicked the first night I met him, granted I was drunk as hell. But he has stuck with me even though Mario (my crazy stalker guy) has been harrassing him everyday... I really hate that for him tho. He drives and Audi and runs his moms Mexican grocery store in Jackson, but he lives outside of Memphis. He pays for everything..even takes my mom out and pays for it... I realllllllly hope this one works out! :)))))
I found something out about a week ago that absolutely blew my mind! Jenolan, my long time friend on warcraft told me SHE has feelings for me. I was like WHAT?? And she informed me her sexuality was 'sensual'. My jaw dropped. I noticed for the past months she was really talking to me alot more and making sure to include me and even a little on the friendly side with things she said...but it never hit me she was gay! I thought she was just a really nice person...or thats how 30 yr olds talk. The bad thing is, I like the attention I get from anyone...even these girls that have been flirting with me lately. Yes more than one has done it...not on Wow tho.
I also found out Darkseason, my other long time friend, tho not near as close as Jen and I...is a mom! I never heard her talk about her son until just a few nights ago! Im finding out alot of mindblowing shit...I thought Anaramun actually being a guy was some big news....but Jenolan definitaly topped that shit.
I am seeing the most awesome guy! We aren't official dating as a couple yet, but probably will be soon. He is so awesome! He dresses like I like guys to dress, he fixes his hair in a fohauk like I love it, and has a lip and eyebrow ring. Those are just appearence thing. We clicked the first night I met him, granted I was drunk as hell. But he has stuck with me even though Mario (my crazy stalker guy) has been harrassing him everyday... I really hate that for him tho. He drives and Audi and runs his moms Mexican grocery store in Jackson, but he lives outside of Memphis. He pays for everything..even takes my mom out and pays for it... I realllllllly hope this one works out! :)))))