why i blaze
last night we had a session...the convo really started when DC walked in...talking about how he felt like he was the 1 making all the effort w/his current choice of girl, and how he feels that things working out w/her will help him get his mind off the girl that's in Germany...
ended up talking about a lot of shit...
dari talked alot...about how it hurts him to watch college basketball...b/c he was told consistently throughout his entire life that he was gon "make it" as a basketball star...about how no chick since his middle-high school ex has made him feel the same...how he still wants to be w/her even tho she had a kid by another dude.
we talked about myke...like "dawg you can't get NO bitch" (sigh)...i've told dc privately that i think myke is gay...or at least bisexual...he apparently doesn't think so...last week playing cards, myke said he's fucked a couple studs...that's just another on the long list of red flags. obviously the issue is not him being gay, or even being secretive about it--it's that man's business. the issue is that he talks SO MUCH SHIT about his "game" w/females...about the sex he has...i just don't believe that nigga. at all.
DC talked about how he & Martina got hustled out of $500 in a card game by some man hustlin niggas downtown...that shit was sooooo fuckin funny.
Dari talked about his lil h.s. clique...and how they "made a name for themselves" running through every high school girl they could tag in Atlanta...and how there are so many women who hate him because of how he used to be a dog.
DC talked about how that's never been his style, and how you gotta grow up...
they talked about 1 of the times melo got arrested...and how dc was fucking w/the police when they knocked on the door...
then they started talking about regrets, and not showing people you love them while they alive...so then that sparked a convo between them about the times they've told their male friends that they love them...and how they have no problems w/it, b/c they're comfortable w/their sexuality...
dc was talking about when melo left his ex wife to come stay over here...and how dc hugged him, and melo's ex-wife accused them of being gay...(can't say i haven't wondered the same)...
dc was talking about how he has no problem expressing emotion to females or going all out, but then they start acting like he's acting like a bitch and he cuts them off...
everybody was talking about their dating situations, so i brought up the latest kevis update...consensus was "he want you, he really do. just not right now."
it's just funny the impact that words have...i felt like all my anger and all this other shit just disintegrate...and rewind me all the way back to the point where i feel like???
ended up talking about a lot of shit...
dari talked alot...about how it hurts him to watch college basketball...b/c he was told consistently throughout his entire life that he was gon "make it" as a basketball star...about how no chick since his middle-high school ex has made him feel the same...how he still wants to be w/her even tho she had a kid by another dude.
we talked about myke...like "dawg you can't get NO bitch" (sigh)...i've told dc privately that i think myke is gay...or at least bisexual...he apparently doesn't think so...last week playing cards, myke said he's fucked a couple studs...that's just another on the long list of red flags. obviously the issue is not him being gay, or even being secretive about it--it's that man's business. the issue is that he talks SO MUCH SHIT about his "game" w/females...about the sex he has...i just don't believe that nigga. at all.
DC talked about how he & Martina got hustled out of $500 in a card game by some man hustlin niggas downtown...that shit was sooooo fuckin funny.
Dari talked about his lil h.s. clique...and how they "made a name for themselves" running through every high school girl they could tag in Atlanta...and how there are so many women who hate him because of how he used to be a dog.
DC talked about how that's never been his style, and how you gotta grow up...
they talked about 1 of the times melo got arrested...and how dc was fucking w/the police when they knocked on the door...
then they started talking about regrets, and not showing people you love them while they alive...so then that sparked a convo between them about the times they've told their male friends that they love them...and how they have no problems w/it, b/c they're comfortable w/their sexuality...
dc was talking about when melo left his ex wife to come stay over here...and how dc hugged him, and melo's ex-wife accused them of being gay...(can't say i haven't wondered the same)...
dc was talking about how he has no problem expressing emotion to females or going all out, but then they start acting like he's acting like a bitch and he cuts them off...
everybody was talking about their dating situations, so i brought up the latest kevis update...consensus was "he want you, he really do. just not right now."
it's just funny the impact that words have...i felt like all my anger and all this other shit just disintegrate...and rewind me all the way back to the point where i feel like???