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went too lazer tag ths mornin from 12am till 5am, and tht was liek damn awesome. except were johnathon mayer was there and he is just all 'man i am the best at this game if u wana place first u gotta stick wit me', and if he shot u it was 'o its ok guy u did a good job tryin', like he thinks we are lower thn him (def not). but yah evn tho he said to be wit him to git 1st, i didnt, and i played my best lazer tag games ever. i got 1st place over all 3 times, and thn i got ether the 1st or second highest green position on the chart every other time. damn i wana do tht again.
--just got bak from the sMM fAIR- -yah it was pretty fun, but man wee stood around to long. i bought ths 'all nite rides' bracelet deal, and thn i went on 3 rides. thts gay. dang an it cost ME twenty bucks, not mah mommie, so tht kinda sucked too. i went from $220 last week to $140 bucks tonight. tht sux even mORE. im tryin to save moneyso hard, but liek damn its hard. but yah bak to the fair, we would stand in one spot for liek an hour and a half at a time, and thn move to another an just stand there too. but yah. ths time i actually mET jennerz, and she seemed pretty kewl tonight, i mean, liek, she was nicer and all, so tht was kewl. met some other people tonight too, they were all pretty nice an junk. saw kasey again, aint seen him 4 liek 2 years, so it was neat to hang out wit him. one thing i didnt liek was seein andrew strake again. after he went to his catholic skewl aftr elementry, he became a bIOTCH. he doesnt care bout ne of his old friends ne more, and tht pissed me off pretty well. but yah thn meh mommaie and her shadow showed up. i still dont care 4 tht guy, but i do want meh mom to be happy, so i mean i guess i wont complain. i mean yall say find common ground wit the guy, but i tryed and it aint there. o well im tired of tht subject, but thn again i d=sorta hav to live wit it so it aint goin away.
yah now bak to the subject about zack and his-umm-rEAL close friend thts a gurl. now earlier ths week i was against him bein wit her, just because i dID nOT liek her at all (but aftr tonite i guess she's kewl), and liek a dumbass, i told zack the tRUTH wen he asked wat i thought of her (i was the only one dumb enuf to do so), but yah thn zack blew up in meh face and started sayin all ths shit bout how all i do is liek hot chiks who will just fuck ne body, and man tht is not me at all. and thn yur sayin "thts y u went out went selina, and y u still liek her." tht was just wrong 4 u to say. i go out wit chiks whose personality i liek, not how hot thy are, or how much they put out. also, selina became a fuck body aFTER i went out wit her -- yuv evn told me tht b4 zack. and damn yur rite i liek selina so much rite now tht i aint seen or herd from her in bout 10 1/2months now dude. i seriously nvr would hav expected u to say sumthin liek tht. i was awed wen u sayed it.
i was talkin to meh old ccd catechism teacher tonight (todd 4 those of yall who kno him) and he was askin how come i aint gone out with ne chiks in so long, and i told him i didnt kno. now, 4 those of yall who dont kno the guy, u cant get into deep, serios conversations wit him. as we talked and aftr we saw mom and her bf, i sorta think i figured out the anser to his question. honestly, im scared to get into a relationship rite now. im just so damn scared tht wat happened to meh mom and dad will happen to me an meh gf: we could out 4 a while, and thn just outa nowhere shed wana breakup wit either no reason or wit the reason tht she lieked someone else.(yah sitin here thinkin bout it, tht did happen to me b4, wen i went out wit ashley blady). but yah i think tht's wat it is.
the otha day we were in ms field's class talkin bout the old puritan people's, and how wen they they fell in love, it was liek, so pure, unlike today how people just say stuf liek tht and thn do adultry and all. thn, we got in ths discussion about wether ne people mite still think bout love in the way anne bradstreet did (she said her love was liek a mine filled of gold), and i thought that yah there are people who still think and feel and talk tht way, and actually mean it,not as many people as bak thn, but still people, but thn again other people said no, no one feels tht way, and so i was just wondering wat U thought. so leave a post!!
--just got bak from the sMM fAIR- -yah it was pretty fun, but man wee stood around to long. i bought ths 'all nite rides' bracelet deal, and thn i went on 3 rides. thts gay. dang an it cost ME twenty bucks, not mah mommie, so tht kinda sucked too. i went from $220 last week to $140 bucks tonight. tht sux even mORE. im tryin to save moneyso hard, but liek damn its hard. but yah bak to the fair, we would stand in one spot for liek an hour and a half at a time, and thn move to another an just stand there too. but yah. ths time i actually mET jennerz, and she seemed pretty kewl tonight, i mean, liek, she was nicer and all, so tht was kewl. met some other people tonight too, they were all pretty nice an junk. saw kasey again, aint seen him 4 liek 2 years, so it was neat to hang out wit him. one thing i didnt liek was seein andrew strake again. after he went to his catholic skewl aftr elementry, he became a bIOTCH. he doesnt care bout ne of his old friends ne more, and tht pissed me off pretty well. but yah thn meh mommaie and her shadow showed up. i still dont care 4 tht guy, but i do want meh mom to be happy, so i mean i guess i wont complain. i mean yall say find common ground wit the guy, but i tryed and it aint there. o well im tired of tht subject, but thn again i d=sorta hav to live wit it so it aint goin away.
yah now bak to the subject about zack and his-umm-rEAL close friend thts a gurl. now earlier ths week i was against him bein wit her, just because i dID nOT liek her at all (but aftr tonite i guess she's kewl), and liek a dumbass, i told zack the tRUTH wen he asked wat i thought of her (i was the only one dumb enuf to do so), but yah thn zack blew up in meh face and started sayin all ths shit bout how all i do is liek hot chiks who will just fuck ne body, and man tht is not me at all. and thn yur sayin "thts y u went out went selina, and y u still liek her." tht was just wrong 4 u to say. i go out wit chiks whose personality i liek, not how hot thy are, or how much they put out. also, selina became a fuck body aFTER i went out wit her -- yuv evn told me tht b4 zack. and damn yur rite i liek selina so much rite now tht i aint seen or herd from her in bout 10 1/2months now dude. i seriously nvr would hav expected u to say sumthin liek tht. i was awed wen u sayed it.
i was talkin to meh old ccd catechism teacher tonight (todd 4 those of yall who kno him) and he was askin how come i aint gone out with ne chiks in so long, and i told him i didnt kno. now, 4 those of yall who dont kno the guy, u cant get into deep, serios conversations wit him. as we talked and aftr we saw mom and her bf, i sorta think i figured out the anser to his question. honestly, im scared to get into a relationship rite now. im just so damn scared tht wat happened to meh mom and dad will happen to me an meh gf: we could out 4 a while, and thn just outa nowhere shed wana breakup wit either no reason or wit the reason tht she lieked someone else.(yah sitin here thinkin bout it, tht did happen to me b4, wen i went out wit ashley blady). but yah i think tht's wat it is.
the otha day we were in ms field's class talkin bout the old puritan people's, and how wen they they fell in love, it was liek, so pure, unlike today how people just say stuf liek tht and thn do adultry and all. thn, we got in ths discussion about wether ne people mite still think bout love in the way anne bradstreet did (she said her love was liek a mine filled of gold), and i thought that yah there are people who still think and feel and talk tht way, and actually mean it,not as many people as bak thn, but still people, but thn again other people said no, no one feels tht way, and so i was just wondering wat U thought. so leave a post!!