Sep 20, 2004 17:34
alrite so i didnt get to finish mah journal yesterday since mah mommaie was screamin at meh to go to bedd. let's see wat wass i talkin bout....
alrite as most of yah kno my parents r divorced. my momhas a bf an mah dad, yah well he has meh dog. it continues to piss me off how before, wen my parents used to fight (words only), i'd get worried and i asked mah mom " r yall guna get a divorce mommy? " and she'd always say "no, never". well guess wat. she lied. i remember tht towards the end everytime the fought, my mom would disappear for the afternoon and come back late evenin. i nvr knew where she went. lately my dad has been tellin meh tht he has found out tht she was goin to some guy's house and possibly liek planin 4 a long time wit this guy how the divorce would go, and he was her plutonic friend (yah if u dont kno wat tht means come too my next party-i got a cd bout it) well turns out tht guy ive been talkin bout is her current bf.
now movin on, afta the parentals got the divorce i asked my mom if shed evr marry again. her anser came down to hells no basically. guess wat. they r engaged. i dont kno how too feel bout it. i mean, i want my mom to be happy, but i honestly dont totally care for ths guy. i nvr did. how would u feel if suddenly the guy yur mom is huggin, kissin, sleepin wit, and, well yah kno doin the dirty wit ths guy who aint yur dad. it just aint rite. he has ths korny jokes tht he takes WAY to far, he dont trust me at all (he's convinced i am out to ruin his comp.), i mean its almost like an old eric and patric put together.
i couldnt believe it wen i found out tht he's been to jail b4. he was a pharmacist illegaly sellin drugs under the counter. now guess wat he did tht, and he is sTILL a pharmacist! i duno bout yall, but i think thts just stupid.
yah wanna kno sumthin fucked up? ths guy was in college wen meh mom was in gRAMMER school. tht's fucked up.
now it really sux wen mah mom likes to dis meh dad. she will do it with no problem, just make comments tht put him down, and thn she denies it all. i really hate all ths shit, but i mean i get no say in it.
b4 it all happened mah dad was workin too jobs to save money because he wanted so bad to build a new house (if you've seen meh old house yu'd kno y) well becuz of ths extra job he wasnt always there wen we did stuf. add that to his literally light speed fast temper, and he's got a prob wit women. well he finaly talked to an architect and he had these aMAZING plans drawn up. it would hav been so nice of livin it would hav just blown yur mind. and these plans r xpensiv no doubt. 300-500 dolla each. rite afta my dad paid the final 500 bucks, my mom pulled the bull of wantin a divorce fUCKED uP!111
o well time to get ready 4 ccd ill rite some more l8tr.