pahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yes shay i said pah

[imissboys]

ok so mom's being a fuching tard and i really don't like her very much right now and i'll now tell u all the story of why i'm so heated. Ok so we were supposed to go out to dinner tonight but mom was too lazy and siena and i wanted chinese... so lets see who had to go get it. I'm not objecting to the having to go get it but its the point that i had to go in the complete other direction to pick up gemma and mom's food while the chinese got cold in the car. so i do that and yah the chinese is cold when i finally get to eat it. then i go up to get some milk and mom is just like staring at me not like at my face but just at me and i know what she's thinking "gretchen you're fat" which isn't true i'm not fat but i do weigh a little more than i would like to but since my mom is like 100 pounds everyone is fat to her even like gemma which is like fuching ridiculous. so then she comes to eat and i'm just minding my own business when she just like jumps on like everyone's case...mine siena's gemma's... about how we are lazy, we don't help her(which is a fuching lie), how we suck at school, how when sept. comes i get the shitbox (volvo which is like dead and i think i'm going to die whenever i drive it), how during the school year i'm like not going to have a social life (which if she thinks she's going to do i'll just go to dad cuz she's just fuching blowing her little pms raid way outa proportion), how i have to always keep my room clean i'm a teenager my room will never be clean until i go to college, how i suck at life and how i'm not getting into college.... and then she pulls this thing outa nowhere. She said i haven't helped her at all throughout this dad thing and that just threw me over the f-ing edge i screamed at her and you shoulda seen her face i've never had more passion at screaming at her and i said "how dare you say that i don't help that ridiculout i help you so unbelievably much you have no righ to say that i don't help you when you tell all your friends how much i help you" and the girls couldn't believe that i just screamed at mom and she couldn't believe it either then we did some more screaming at each other and then i took off to my bedroom and then i called the place that i'm babysitting at tonight and asked if i could come over early so now that i've vented i'm gonna go and try to get my mind offa things cuz i'm still way heated...

talk to y'all later

cowboy up shay hahahaha