Good Mourning
So lets put that last few days/weeks into a nutshell. THe only good parts ... honestly ... have been the ones spent with Jordan. I dont know , everything has been getting to me , im finally not grounded any more and yet i still feel really restricted.. kinda pissed about that. Im tired all the time ,my throat has been killing me , im always fucking cranky .. the slightest thing will set me off.. seriously. I dont knwo what it is ..and all i know is that last night at gregs house i feltl ike a jerk cus i was just so antisocial cus i was just like .. blah. Tired .. didnt want to do anything and all and i kinda like just brought everything down . The only time im actually content is when im with Jordan .. other then that im just .. i dont even know .. jsut not myself. this week i have to go to meet my grandmother... fucking joy that should be alot of fun. oh well. my dad stil hasnt called me .. i highly doubt he will to .. and i refuse to call the bastard. Im supposed to start counseling.. doesnt seem like im gonna though cus that was two weeks ago ... i went once adn that was it .. fucking christ..w hatever... i seem to be writing alot .. but seeing as to how im atm y autns i dont have any of it on me and i forgot one at gregs.. oh well hopefully ill get it on monday... im done for the night .. just leave a comment if you feel the need ot do so ... peace.
Brian
Brian