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i forgot to add this in..
in the past days ive been having all these conversations with myself (im telling you..im either a complete genious or im going to go insane) and i think half the reason i love being on stage is because its not real life. i dont have to care about drama or tests or money or family problems or good grades - im just someone compltley different, and if i look stupid its not me, ben, looking stupid its whoever im playing looking stupid. it just relieves alot of stress from my life. i wish my whole life was just a play and i could dip back into real life every once in a while.
hmm it would be nice
in the past days ive been having all these conversations with myself (im telling you..im either a complete genious or im going to go insane) and i think half the reason i love being on stage is because its not real life. i dont have to care about drama or tests or money or family problems or good grades - im just someone compltley different, and if i look stupid its not me, ben, looking stupid its whoever im playing looking stupid. it just relieves alot of stress from my life. i wish my whole life was just a play and i could dip back into real life every once in a while.
hmm it would be nice