the smell of sweet decay.
it always seems that every few months, i remember that this thing exists. i rarely ever post anything, and if i do, it usually nonsense. this seems already to be heading in that direction.
what i've been doing:
working a shit load.
thinking a shit load.
smoking a shit load.
drinking a shit load.
driving a shit load.
work sucks. work always sucks.
thinking is nerve wrecking. (what am i doing here, where am i going, what do i want to do with my life???....etc...etc..)
smoking is always fun. i love it.
drinking is always fun. i love it.
driving sucks. always does.
speaking of driving. bought a new honda....that was a mistake. really should not have done that.
im joining the military. they are going to pay me to go to college. im going to be a photographer, hopefully.
i've been trying to finish reading a heart breaking work of staggering genius, but it seems the only time im motivated to read is when shitting. every now and then, ill get it out and sit on the porch and smoke cigarette after cigarette, and drink and read until all the words mash themselvesalltogetherandformonebiglongwordthatgetsreallyhardtoread.
then i stop.
i really want to go to europe.
i wonder what i will look like bald. will the girls like it? fuck yeah, they'll like it. they'll like it a lot. but my ears. what about my ears? they are big. like circus big. but everyone else's ears will stick out and look bigger. won't they? i do not want to shave my head. fuck.
ive gotten about 5 new tattoos since the time i last posted in here. i got a car with ribs and a heart and intestines. its from a built to spill tour poster from a while back. i like it.
nothing else really is going on. just wondering. wondering. wandering.
what i've been doing:
working a shit load.
thinking a shit load.
smoking a shit load.
drinking a shit load.
driving a shit load.
work sucks. work always sucks.
thinking is nerve wrecking. (what am i doing here, where am i going, what do i want to do with my life???....etc...etc..)
smoking is always fun. i love it.
drinking is always fun. i love it.
driving sucks. always does.
speaking of driving. bought a new honda....that was a mistake. really should not have done that.
im joining the military. they are going to pay me to go to college. im going to be a photographer, hopefully.
i've been trying to finish reading a heart breaking work of staggering genius, but it seems the only time im motivated to read is when shitting. every now and then, ill get it out and sit on the porch and smoke cigarette after cigarette, and drink and read until all the words mash themselvesalltogetherandformonebiglongwordthatgetsreallyhardtoread.
then i stop.
i really want to go to europe.
i wonder what i will look like bald. will the girls like it? fuck yeah, they'll like it. they'll like it a lot. but my ears. what about my ears? they are big. like circus big. but everyone else's ears will stick out and look bigger. won't they? i do not want to shave my head. fuck.
ive gotten about 5 new tattoos since the time i last posted in here. i got a car with ribs and a heart and intestines. its from a built to spill tour poster from a while back. i like it.
nothing else really is going on. just wondering. wondering. wandering.