fish mafia
you know what..i hate computers....all my entry just vanished..damn it... its ok i let it go..
im feeling so alone...everyone i hold dear to me is leaving.. im not sure if im pushing them away or if there just as ignorant as most of the world..i miss adrian.. i wanna go to ashland...i miss the people there..i miss feeling wanted...
i ate mushrooms with kurt and my family yesterday...
what a trip.. i kept thinking of the last time i ate them..
at rays...that was a fucked up trip.. i drank alot of milk too but it just made me feel sicker..
there was a tsunami 2 days ago..but after we got to high grounds they said it was over and it didnt even hit us at all.. ric is being way to over protective of sky.. he has been ever since my dad and sky hoked up.. i actually thought it would work out ok..that ric would forget about it..how wrong was i..
we have to leave the trailer park by the 1st..
but well probly leave before then..
my dad has yet ANOTHER court date in ashland soon...
i saw boogeyman and napolian dynamite...they where both kinda lame..
napolian dynamite could have been funny if i was as drunk as kurt and had smoked a shitload of pot..
but no.. i was almost completely sober..
i stoped smoking ciggarettes..
for the moment..
i realized its just another was the system get money from you..
but i still smoke cloves..
i have none at the moment and they dont sell them for 50 miles so i dont smoke ciggarettes now..
well i dont feel like typing anymore..
im going to go home and see if i cant scrownge enough money for some alcohol or maybe a bowl..
peace out fo sho niggas,
jasmyn
im feeling so alone...everyone i hold dear to me is leaving.. im not sure if im pushing them away or if there just as ignorant as most of the world..i miss adrian.. i wanna go to ashland...i miss the people there..i miss feeling wanted...
i ate mushrooms with kurt and my family yesterday...
what a trip.. i kept thinking of the last time i ate them..
at rays...that was a fucked up trip.. i drank alot of milk too but it just made me feel sicker..
there was a tsunami 2 days ago..but after we got to high grounds they said it was over and it didnt even hit us at all.. ric is being way to over protective of sky.. he has been ever since my dad and sky hoked up.. i actually thought it would work out ok..that ric would forget about it..how wrong was i..
we have to leave the trailer park by the 1st..
but well probly leave before then..
my dad has yet ANOTHER court date in ashland soon...
i saw boogeyman and napolian dynamite...they where both kinda lame..
napolian dynamite could have been funny if i was as drunk as kurt and had smoked a shitload of pot..
but no.. i was almost completely sober..
i stoped smoking ciggarettes..
for the moment..
i realized its just another was the system get money from you..
but i still smoke cloves..
i have none at the moment and they dont sell them for 50 miles so i dont smoke ciggarettes now..
well i dont feel like typing anymore..
im going to go home and see if i cant scrownge enough money for some alcohol or maybe a bowl..
peace out fo sho niggas,
jasmyn