she could sit on my face and i would eat my way to her heart...
hahahaha...ha...kurts a cutie...and hes so...graphic..i saw cami yester day.... we went to the pool cause it was so damn hot!! rachel came.. shes so funny...and odd... i got sunburnd..dad was depressed cause sky left him for ric...but now he thinks shell leave ric cause being with ric is not serving.... ive been dealing with the fact that everyone wants scieler...therefor i have to back off..she doesnt have time to hangout with me anymore..unless were with ric..i love ric but i just wanna hang out with scieler ..im feeling very alone.. i still havnt found adrian and it hurts that hes gone..i never felt lonely with him around.. now that hes gone i feel so..scared. and sad...sky was the only one ..i guess thats what i get for depending on someone to always be there when i need them..i guess i forgot other people have feelings to...oh well... lotus still writes me..she is the only one who writes me.. ive had insomnia for the past few weeks...it was taylors birthday 3 days ago...and i forgot..how lame is that???anyway...enough 'woe is me' bullshit.. im done 'venting' or whatever it is they call it.. i
miss lotus...and taylor....and morgan..and jade, and ...ashland... but i dont wanna go back..
tata
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