baby come back home.
Oh wow today was actually a wonderful day.
I mean it all started going wonderful when EJ got called to work and I felt really good packing him a pretty good lunch. I made taco salad and sandwiches. I also try to outdo all the horrible stories I heard about Amanda. She used to pack him crackers n chesses and would say that was all he needed to eat. I feel bad because he works so damn hard and I know he need more to eat when you work that hard.
Then I got to go out to the bar with my aunt & friends. It was a good time. I like Wednesday nights everybody goes out after bowling & I always tag along. I get pick up and dropped off at home too so I never have to worry about driving! Double Bonus!
I got up feeling GREAT. That very rarely happens when I drink the night before. I came to work and expected work to suck like usually, but it didn’t. There was this craft show thing and I bought a new pin (brooch) for my jacket because my last one broke. I also got a new purse and some homemade chips that taste really good.
I also got talking to this really sweet adjunct teacher. Remember when I thought about taking up sign language because I thought this teacher was cute, well that’s him! I don’t even think it was his looks that made him cute to me it’s his kick ass personality. I mean he isn’t ugly either but anyways, we got to talking today for a few hours and it was cool. It so made my day go by faster and I actually had fun talking to him.
Then my sweetheart boyfriend come by on his way home from Detroit and brought me a pop and a snack. I was very glad he did that, I wanted to see him. It makes my day go by faster when I see people.
Crystal came by today and Jason stopped in before his class which was sweet.
I was looking at engagement rings today!
I don’t wanna get married I just wanna get engaged.
Like for a long time, no dates!
I want it to be one of those things that are to be determined.
I dunno what to say. I just feel so damn great. I think a few things helped me a lot today. I saw my stalker sitting around the corner all alone looking pathetic which made me feel good for some ailing reason. I shouldn’t feel better about somebody looking so paretic but I do. I truly wish I was a better person.
I also talked to that guy, we’ll just keep him nameless for now. I was talking about some things I haven’t been able to before now. Some things that have bother me a lot. I realized other people, like his wife is going though the same thing and I am really not the crazy one! It just made me feel a whole lot better about myself and about some decisions I have made recently.
I just feel good. (I should have just said that, and left out the rest.)