Today kinda sucked
Last night I went to bed hoping that I'd wake up feeling better and no I woke up feeling like trash. I stayed home from school today and found out that my guinea pig back in CT died. That was a little heartbreaking. I miss that pain in the ass.
Bob 2-06-06
Well I'm not switching schools and I'm pretty angry about that b.c they are fucking retarded. One of my classes is the most pointless class I've ever taken and I'm kinda refusing to waste my fucking time. I'm sick of teaching myself. I should get paid for that shit so that I can buy those awesome shoes and jacket.
Well I spent the entire weekend with DJ and went to orientation for Hollister on Sunday. He's such a cutite, go ahead, be jealous. On Sunday we went to the pool hall and he was fixing my necklace, I made my wish (for him to stop picking on me), and right after I thought it, he turned, looked at me, and said, "And no, I will not stop making fun of you." I was like wtf that's my secret lol. It was pretty funny though.
Anyways... He makes me feel a lot better about myself. I have a hard time talking to people about my problems because I'm used to the person I'm having a problem with A) not listening to me, B) being a cock and arguing with me about it, or C) completely shutting me down. I feel really bad having a hard time opening up to him because I know that he'd listen to me. I'm really used to flipping out about my problems or just avoiding them because I had no other choice. Rare cases I had to go bitch to someone with a big mouth to get their attention that they were being a cock. I'm really trying to open up to him. There's so much I have to work on because I'm used to shitty relationships.
I can't stop thinking about him. I can't really think of anything taht I honestly don't completely like about him. Everything about him makes him who he is and even when he's being a pain in the butt I deal because I am. Sometimes it's funny when he's being a huge pain though. I love how respectful and not pushy he is, I need that. I'm sick of pushy shitty guys.
Enough gushing, I'm gonna get some shit down now that I'm feeling a tad better. Later
Bob 2-06-06
Well I'm not switching schools and I'm pretty angry about that b.c they are fucking retarded. One of my classes is the most pointless class I've ever taken and I'm kinda refusing to waste my fucking time. I'm sick of teaching myself. I should get paid for that shit so that I can buy those awesome shoes and jacket.
Well I spent the entire weekend with DJ and went to orientation for Hollister on Sunday. He's such a cutite, go ahead, be jealous. On Sunday we went to the pool hall and he was fixing my necklace, I made my wish (for him to stop picking on me), and right after I thought it, he turned, looked at me, and said, "And no, I will not stop making fun of you." I was like wtf that's my secret lol. It was pretty funny though.
Anyways... He makes me feel a lot better about myself. I have a hard time talking to people about my problems because I'm used to the person I'm having a problem with A) not listening to me, B) being a cock and arguing with me about it, or C) completely shutting me down. I feel really bad having a hard time opening up to him because I know that he'd listen to me. I'm really used to flipping out about my problems or just avoiding them because I had no other choice. Rare cases I had to go bitch to someone with a big mouth to get their attention that they were being a cock. I'm really trying to open up to him. There's so much I have to work on because I'm used to shitty relationships.
I can't stop thinking about him. I can't really think of anything taht I honestly don't completely like about him. Everything about him makes him who he is and even when he's being a pain in the butt I deal because I am. Sometimes it's funny when he's being a huge pain though. I love how respectful and not pushy he is, I need that. I'm sick of pushy shitty guys.
Enough gushing, I'm gonna get some shit down now that I'm feeling a tad better. Later