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Why do I indulge? The alcohol last night just about killed me. I still think I may be drunk (and I STOPPED consuming at like 9PM) I only drank for an hour, but the amount of alcohol that went in me in the short amount of time is amazing. I've never drank that much. Yes... I'm still tipsy. Thank god Melanie is driving today becuase I don't think I could handle it. What is horrible is the fact that after I got home I went to my room (where I proceed to mix a drink... like I could really down another at that point) and my mother comes in and says "Are you drinking?" LOL... "Why no mother... why would I be drinking?" Oh goodness she so knew. How could she not though really. When it takes a person 15 minutes to open their front door and they trip[ twice on the way to their bedroom. I think it's obvious. Oh did I mention I went pee ever 10 minutes too. Yeah.. dead give away. Oh but the fun. I haven't been that wasted in forever. It was just wonderful. In some twisted crazy way... I feel that mylife is finally managable once again. One day at a time. Oh goodness... I have to go shower and brush my teeth. I'm supposed to meet Melanie in 40 minutes.