No fun at all
So my night tongiht is devoted to writing an announcement to all my friends and family as well as Jeff's that the wedding is canceled. UGH! I swear that this is supposed to get easier as time goes on, but it seems to just keep getting harder. Sometimes it's hard to deal with the fact that it is all happening. SIGH.... I'm not sure what I'm doing with life anymore. I have nothing in JAcksonville anymore. And I'm not sure I even want anything there. FAU is looking very interesting at the moment. Cheaper too. Oh well... who knows what i will do. Off to make mom and dad dinner.