Re: Locked to Dean 'cause Sam'll get MADimalways_rightDecember 3 2007, 03:09:00 UTC
You do too like me. Even when I'm being a jerk.
Anyway. I just don't want him looking for a way out you know? Cause the deal was that he would die. I know he killed the bitcheyed cross-roads demon, which was absolutely idiotic, but apparently she answered to someone higher up. And I just want my brother alive. It would be great if I could be alive too but I've made peace with my decision even though it hurts him and you. I wish it didn't more than anything but he's my brother and I'd do it again. I'll apologize for being a self-sacrificing jackass but not for making it so Sammy's still in this world.
Re: Locked to Dean 'cause Sam'll get MADdamnrightreoDecember 3 2007, 03:30:36 UTC
It's a cover. I really prefer Sam.
And you've met Sam right? We're not talking about a different Sam? He's gonna do it whether you like it or not. So... if you're asking him to deal with what you did then shouldn't you deal with what he's doing? Maybe not deal, but accept it.
Re: Locked to Dean 'cause Sam'll get MADimalways_rightDecember 3 2007, 03:34:46 UTC
No you don't.
You probably have a point but it's just not easy for me to accept that possibility of him accidentally geting himself killed. It will make what I did meaningless and that can't be meaningless, not with what I'm giving up.
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Anyway. I just don't want him looking for a way out you know? Cause the deal was that he would die. I know he killed the bitcheyed cross-roads demon, which was absolutely idiotic, but apparently she answered to someone higher up. And I just want my brother alive. It would be great if I could be alive too but I've made peace with my decision even though it hurts him and you. I wish it didn't more than anything but he's my brother and I'd do it again. I'll apologize for being a self-sacrificing jackass but not for making it so Sammy's still in this world.
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And you've met Sam right? We're not talking about a different Sam? He's gonna do it whether you like it or not. So... if you're asking him to deal with what you did then shouldn't you deal with what he's doing? Maybe not deal, but accept it.
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You probably have a point but it's just not easy for me to accept that possibility of him accidentally geting himself killed. It will make what I did meaningless and that can't be meaningless, not with what I'm giving up.
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Dean. You're HUNTERS. He could accidentally get himself killed everyday, for people other than you.
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I know that too. It's just different. If you could have your dadback wouldn't you do anything?
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