i threw up in my mouth a little.
so, it just makes me sick.
Ever have that person that somehow has gotten so far under your skin, just the spoken name of that person sounds like nails on a chalkboard?
Yeah, this person is that bad.
And it's funny, the reason isn't what you would think (although i'm sure a little of that is thrown in there) but it's so much more. They're far more conniving, bitchy, underhand and fake that I will EVER be able to be. However, for a select few, none of those traits are apparent; and that, my friends, is what is making me crazy. While i know, that in the long run, a tiger can't hide it's stripes forever, the here and now is annoying. Why am i judged so harshly when someone far worse gets off? Even those that see the traits in this 'mystery' person ignore them and pretend (or are they?) to be that person's friends. Why bother to pretend to be 'cool' with someone you don't like? aren't you being just as bad? Deep inside I know that those that are to stupid to see the truth or who see it but for whatever reason ignore it, aren't my true friends and not worth my time. (harsh but reality seldom is pretty) It still gets to me, I have yet to perfect my ability to raise my middle finger high & just say F*&% OFF but i'm definitely getting closer.
Ever have that person that somehow has gotten so far under your skin, just the spoken name of that person sounds like nails on a chalkboard?
Yeah, this person is that bad.
And it's funny, the reason isn't what you would think (although i'm sure a little of that is thrown in there) but it's so much more. They're far more conniving, bitchy, underhand and fake that I will EVER be able to be. However, for a select few, none of those traits are apparent; and that, my friends, is what is making me crazy. While i know, that in the long run, a tiger can't hide it's stripes forever, the here and now is annoying. Why am i judged so harshly when someone far worse gets off? Even those that see the traits in this 'mystery' person ignore them and pretend (or are they?) to be that person's friends. Why bother to pretend to be 'cool' with someone you don't like? aren't you being just as bad? Deep inside I know that those that are to stupid to see the truth or who see it but for whatever reason ignore it, aren't my true friends and not worth my time. (harsh but reality seldom is pretty) It still gets to me, I have yet to perfect my ability to raise my middle finger high & just say F*&% OFF but i'm definitely getting closer.