what's behind it?
i've never dealt well when someone didn't like me. over the past few years i've learned to be ok...and to finally even like it when someone didn't like me. however, that only applied when i had truly done something. i've never dealt well when i was innocent and still disliked. therein lies one of my troubles. we all have our flaws and i cannot think of a single person that is blameless when it comes to their friendships. we've all had troubles.
right now, i'm struggling b/c some people have chosen to not 'like me'. that's their right, but their reasoning is what is giving me trouble. if i even knew, i might be able to understand. but the things that other people have told me don't add up. and i'm wondering what they're basing their decisions on. guess i'll never know. guess that's yet another thing, i'll just have to chalk up to this F'd up situation called life and let go. but it's still annoying.
right now, i'm struggling b/c some people have chosen to not 'like me'. that's their right, but their reasoning is what is giving me trouble. if i even knew, i might be able to understand. but the things that other people have told me don't add up. and i'm wondering what they're basing their decisions on. guess i'll never know. guess that's yet another thing, i'll just have to chalk up to this F'd up situation called life and let go. but it's still annoying.