Apr 09, 2005 21:39
Ok... To tell you sean, I didn't do anything along those lines with Joey.. Nicole and Kris were there. I changed in front of him, and everyone else but they were playing "butch" remember I had told you about that.. The pants that I wore were the black and green ones. He was on top of me because we were kissing and all that shit and he ended up giving me hickeys thats all. So fuck you. If you really believe your friends over me then whatever I'm done. I love you, but I can't take it anymore. You've changed sense you've been with them. You never want to be with me anymore, it's all them. And yes I do agree to what you were saying the times I kept calling you, that it wouldn't have been right to kick them to the "curb" but what happened to calling me? What happened to seeing me at work? Oh by the way your fired. What happened to hanging out tonight? Oh and your parents know about the whole work thing, I called and told them so you would know sense you aren't home anymore. So what's really going on with us I'd really like to know. Call me for once?
For the past week you have called me once.. way to go. That was on brandons cell phone too.. :/ wow that makes me feel speical. I think you need to come over so we can talk about this. But then again your probably never going to be home right? Always out with your friends.
Nicole has made a lot of sense to me, and over all I believe that shes my best friend. Shes doing everything she can for me. Shes picked me up continously when I was crying and we just talked for hours at mcyd's.
I've noticed you falling apart Sean... You having been helping me the way that you used too.. You would hold me when I got upset but now all you do is lay there and sigh, I want to be with you, but I want to old you back, the one that loved me and cared for me, the one that would hold me when I was hurt. The one that has helped me out so much with my family to bring us back together..
I'm done I can't see.