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Today was alright. I went out shopping with my brother and his partner for an end table. Unsuccessful trip. Then, we had dinner at Ruby Tuesday. Our waitress sucked. After that, we went to Concord Mills Mall and bought tickets for "Baby Momma" then walked around the mall until it was time to go in. Movie was great - not necessarily as funny as I ( Read more... )

The last week or so has been better than I imagined it would be. I still have hard days where my heart doesn't want to go on. Those days will be there, but I'm learning to deal with them as they come. My issues right now are finding a job since I wasn't working due to being in school. Once I find a job, I need a car. Actually, it would probably be ( Read more... )

God, I don't want to be doing this. I just want to be back in his arms, back in his every day life, back in the world we shared. But I can't. We can't. He's not happy. It hurts so bad. I  just want this to stop. I don't want to be just his friend. I want to be his again. I want to feel him wash over me and consume me. He's my everything. If it wasn ( Read more... )

Six years of my life ended this evening. Six years of my dreams. Six years of my love. He was my everything. I needed him to breathe. But, I understand somehow. I know I'll be okay. I know that...he loves me - always have & always will. But I still can't...breathe.

Sara Bareilles - Gravity

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too ( Read more... )

This evening I'm going to see The Musical Comedy Murders of 1940. I'm not sure that I'll be a fan of this musical. Of course, I'll have to write a critique about it too, so maybe it won't be that bad.  Anyway, I'm not sure what it's about. Obviously, it's a comedy, a musical, and apparently has murders in it. *shruggs* I hope it's at least a little ( Read more... )