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my parents are still arguing, and its getting gruesome. My Mom gets more and more pissed off everyday- and shes worse than me. Definitely not someone you want to piss off, if you know what I mean. But dont worry, my Dad plans to remedy it.. Yeah. hes going to China from may5th- 23rd. So much for being there for seeing me go off to Prom, for helping me with my fucking math final like he promised to do, so much for him even being tehre for my last day of school. Ugh. I am so hurt and pissed off right now. I just wish that he would wake up tomorrow morning and realize that I'm leaving in two months and then what. Sigh. Tonight was not a good night for me. Today has just been overall pretty crappy, and with the constant fighting and snide remarks, it makes home life a little hard to tolerate. If only I could be free, If only I could have someone come and relieve me from all of this stress. just one fell swoop, and it would all be gone. I feel as though I am going to burst. I dont know what to do with myself. Everyday is just getting harder and harder to pull myself out of bed, and yeah. gave up eating, it makes me sick. gave up trying to talk about it, it just makes me cry..
its times like this when i immerse myself in work and school and become blind to everything else going on. Its just not worth it to get involved, and it sure as hell isnt worth it to watch it all unravel.
its times like this when i immerse myself in work and school and become blind to everything else going on. Its just not worth it to get involved, and it sure as hell isnt worth it to watch it all unravel.