an old blog entry on myspace that caught my eye...
Sunday, May 28, 2006
i'm motivated by my lack of doubt.
so i've come to the conclusion that i'm done.
with what? oh, i'll tell you...
i'm done smoking. i know i've said that before. i know i've gone back on that before. i know i've said and gone back on that MANY times before in fact. but i'm done. [edit: i, uh, didn't stick to that too well...]
i'm done giving a shit about things that will never matter in the long run.
i'm done fucking around on the job thing. i'm done rescheduling the damn interview. most of all, i'm done scheduling myself around people who don't give a damn about me. [edit: yay me! ;)]
i'm done thinking that austin is the answer to all my problems. it's not. i'm done hating clear lake. it's not so bad. [yeah, i pretty much need to leave here]
i'm done with getting caught up in all the drama. i know i resolved to have a drama-free 2k6, and obviously that didn't work out the way i wanted, but y'know, i'm done being everyone's go-between. resolve your own bullshit. this mediator is DONE.
i'm done being a passive little bitch about things. i'm done letting everything slide thinking it'll get better. it never gets better, so be prepared for me to start calling you out on your bullshit. i expect the same. [edit: this apparently causes more drama than it's worth. what happened to honesty being the best policy, seriously?]
i'm done walking on eggshells about the drug thing. it never was and never will be who i am. it was something i did. it does not and did not control me. however, if it controls you and your opinion of me, i'm done needing to know you. k thnx. [edit: i will stand by this til the end.]
oh, and i'm done not doing things because they bother other people.
lastly, i am absolutely, completely and utterly done caring about people who don't know if they care about me. [edit: this one stood out... mainly because i didn't follow it too well..]
i'm motivated by my lack of doubt.
so i've come to the conclusion that i'm done.
with what? oh, i'll tell you...
i'm done smoking. i know i've said that before. i know i've gone back on that before. i know i've said and gone back on that MANY times before in fact. but i'm done. [edit: i, uh, didn't stick to that too well...]
i'm done giving a shit about things that will never matter in the long run.
i'm done fucking around on the job thing. i'm done rescheduling the damn interview. most of all, i'm done scheduling myself around people who don't give a damn about me. [edit: yay me! ;)]
i'm done thinking that austin is the answer to all my problems. it's not. i'm done hating clear lake. it's not so bad. [yeah, i pretty much need to leave here]
i'm done with getting caught up in all the drama. i know i resolved to have a drama-free 2k6, and obviously that didn't work out the way i wanted, but y'know, i'm done being everyone's go-between. resolve your own bullshit. this mediator is DONE.
i'm done being a passive little bitch about things. i'm done letting everything slide thinking it'll get better. it never gets better, so be prepared for me to start calling you out on your bullshit. i expect the same. [edit: this apparently causes more drama than it's worth. what happened to honesty being the best policy, seriously?]
i'm done walking on eggshells about the drug thing. it never was and never will be who i am. it was something i did. it does not and did not control me. however, if it controls you and your opinion of me, i'm done needing to know you. k thnx. [edit: i will stand by this til the end.]
oh, and i'm done not doing things because they bother other people.
lastly, i am absolutely, completely and utterly done caring about people who don't know if they care about me. [edit: this one stood out... mainly because i didn't follow it too well..]