Another crappy Birthday!
Today is a really depressing day. It’s my birthday. And I feel like no one gives two craps. I checked my mailbox; no mail. Checked my phone; no calls. Except from my best friend Becky! (Thanks Becky) No one here has said anything to me. There is a huge calendar with everyone’s birthday on it. There is another girl who has the same birthday. Everyone had said something to here. What, am I invisible? I know birthdays are not big deals. But they are when people make you feel like you don’t exist. Well, I just feel like rambling, so brace yourself. You know what I hate? Dances. I hate dances. We have homecoming November 12th. And Winter Banquet in December, obviously. Well I asked one of my guy friends to go to them with me. You know, so I don’t have to look like a loser going by myself. Well I did not know this, but he is going BACK out with his girlfriend, and said, well maybe Erica could come. Well than him and his date will be at MY dance, and I will still be a loser with no date. How stupid can people get? I just wanted to go as friends. What is so difficult about that? I know, its not even a big deal right now, but everyone is talking about going, and how they have dates, and how its going to be sooo much fun. They are a big deal at my school. Well then why am I not looking forward to it? *Sigh*, its just like high school. Sorry, I just wanted to blow off some steam. Wait, why am I apologizing? It’s my journal. So never mind. Well I am going home tomorrow, so it will be a few days before I write in here again. But I will update you on the weekend. Hope you have a good weekend, and GOD bless.