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Sep 14, 2005 11:18

And after the storm has destroyed everything.. we fix what must be fixed and throw out what is trash.



I sat up and wrote this whole eight page explanation about why I don't want anything to do with either of you anymore. But then I realized that you two neither want, need nor deserve a long drawn out reasoning from me. Bottom line, you can sit there and say all day long that you tried to help "both" of us, but I know better then that, because it happened to me. I didn't see either one of you calling me, coming over to my house, and seeing how I was doing. No, you called Michael, hung out with Michael and wanted to know how he was doing. You know, I'm sorry I ever trusted either of you to meet him. I should have known both of you were never my true friends. And you can blame me, say I did this to myself but I know I did nothing wrong except allow you to step on me, leave me to suffer and "help" him. You don't love me or both of us, you love him, you care about his friendship, and that's fine with me, because I know that I am going to be happy without you two "helping" with my personal affairs anymore. So, I would greatly appreciate it if you got your lying, thieving, cruel selves out of my life so that I may make the changes necessary to help myself.
Thanks,
Ashley
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