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[ima_whoreforyou]

So even though I know Kristy is the only one who reads this I think I'm going to bitch. Wait let me rephrase that. Since I'm glad no one but Kristy reads this I'm going to let things flow a little. It's more private this way

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[theradiostatic]

This entry made me want to cry because I know how you feel and where you're at, except on the physical side. But I'm going to give you some extremely helpful advice and hope that you consider it.

What helped me to feel a lot better was to surround myself with my friends that I like the most. Not random friends and not new people, but the people I know and love. Only cry at night when you're going to sleep. During the day, suck it all back. Because a lot of times you'll dream about him, wake up and cry, and then have it all out for the day. Try to concentrate on other things that aren't guys. That's another extremely important factor. Do not try to move on so quickly. You will only go for the next best thing, who will only end up being Mike's clone in a way. It'll hurt you and only remind you and then nothing will work. So wait a little while and give it a couple of months before you really feel ready to get back out in the dating scene. For now, get everything out, and then when you can't possibly cry or think or even look at him anymore, give it a little more time to get back on your feet, and you'll be fine.

Seriously, trust me.