Dec 14, 2005 00:01
so i dont know why the sudden urge to update all the sudden. but i think i just really need venting. i dont have many people i can talk too, and those i can talk to i dont have the times. so a public eljay is the place. also i think becoming garrets hero makes me feel some how obligated(SP?) to update also.
so anyways. ive been thinking alot lately. and im glad to noticed that people agree with me. ive come to a new conclusion... for a majority of these people to stop what there are doing its going to take something big. like stuff i cant do. and when this happens to some of the people i know, i worry because its going to be a huge drop. and i dont wish anything bad on anyone. i actually wish that they see that maybe the need help or a change. but im afraid that just wont work. and im scared for these people.
but on a lighter note. i got some what of a promotion tonite. im going to start working up in the projection room about once or twice a week. which is really quite an honor because your suppost to be 18. so im going to help out and so is dino. so that should be fun. i was helping up there tonite. which was cool but nervwerking because films coast alot of money and if you screw one up.... but yea. i did good and im kinda happy.
so my job is going better than expected. school is going pretty well. and i really only need to straighten out my "love life" and i think ill be quite content for some while. o and also i have one more huge task. and that is to (along with matt) write atleast 2 more songs by feb. and have them all ready to record. since my manager at the movies is studing to be a sound eng. he is hooking us up with free recording time. which is so awesome. and also very high on my list of things to do is finish keenies project for her. thats very high up there because its her grade and we promised we'd help. so yea. so only a couple of things. but i think they are all possible and im glad to be in a good mood.
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♥ Garret the Rockstar